Shylve

I'm moving stuff to my scrapbook and with every piece I'm more embarrassed. Was I so convinced of these drawings and sketches? Like "Oh my! This is fabulous and I have to show it to the whole world and this time I'm going to get a DD" The management in my gallery is messy. Often I think about a big wipe-out and just upload stuff I would show to someone I want to impress. Or just open a new account, It's not like I have a ton of friends here - wait a sec - I don't have any deviantArt friends ;_; ~foreveraloneplz (https://www.deviantart.com/foreveraloneplz)

I'm moving stuff to my scrapbook and with every piece I'm more embarrassed. Was I so convinced of these drawings and sketches? Like "Oh my! This is fabulous and I have to show it to the whole world and this time I'm going to get a DD" The management in my gallery is messy. Often I think about a big wipe-out and just upload stuff I would show to someone I want to impress. Or just open a new account, It's not like I have a ton of friends here - wait a sec - I don't have any deviantArt friends ;_; ~foreveraloneplz (https://www.deviantart.com/foreveraloneplz)

I just read Vergessen? again and it made me really sad :< It's about some people I used to know but especially about one special person. (No, not my ex...) Someone who was really close to me even if he was about 9 years older than me. He was like my big brother and best friend and much more in one person. I don't believe I will ever meet someone that special again because he is unique. I had a lot of dreams about him: we encountered accidentally and he was very happy to see me. I'm often frustrated by the thought of meeting him and he won't even look at me because he does not want to have any contact. Somehow it's strange: I'm surrounded by